Request: Daytime Red Strains/Vendors? Kinda Urgent!

[WhiteAngelica]

Folx, I yapped about this elsewhere but to put it simply, I have chronic pain that went from its own atmosphere, to planet, to cosmos, to black hole. The trajectory of my health is not unlike a black hole down a toilet, but no sympathy or anything like that--it feels weird and I will run away from Double M. I wish to know if you know...

Daytime reds that are alert, motivating, moving, good for doctors appointments and waking in muffled screams. Right now I have been draining two strains, one now kicked...DTE had an Arctic Red Dragon that did the trick. Then over the last big drop, he has Red Rudolph, which is a fast potent red. I consume it daily. I know that isn't good, but neither is being bedbound. I need reds, not greens, but my body scratches its nails on a chalkboard for reds, never fermented, not sedating because that is very easy to acquire. Rather, we need faster, daytime reds for doctors, and for the bare minimum of daytime functionality: dishes, laundry, meal prep. I am disabled, and between prescriptions or kratom cannot be sedated all day. I need whatever is out there to get me through the days because the less I move, the greater the chance of complications. The Red Rudolph is great to me, but it is looking like the next DTE drop (in terms of reds) may be slow. Finding faster ones is like some California gold rush gambling BS. Oh, and I'm not interested in 7oH or too much involving extract. I have Solar Flare but I'm not going to use it. I'm looking for good old fashioned excellent alert, faster, stimulating reds.

They are possible. I have a whole list of ones of the past I absolutely loved, so when someone kind of shakes their head sadly, I have been a kratomite for many seasons and have quite the list of favorites, many from vendors that no longer exist, but still. Any recommendations on strong, potent, stimulating reds that are kratom powder and not like nasal spray or pumps or tabs or whatever? Even if you have stumbled upon something pricey or with a vendor that is not popular around these parts, I don't care. DG? Tell me what you got. I just want to collect info/suggestions at this point before I start having to crawl from room to room.

Sorry if it's overshare. Don't pity me. I feel like less of a person already these days and I am embarrassed by my decline and lack of resources. If something is phenomenal but exceeds my price point, include it anyway. Any suggestions I will take, since the overall echo of silence just has been obsessing over things that hurt. C',mon Double M! Any suggestions? I've hearted you.