Anyone ACTUALLY KICK a HIGH does of methadone?

[StandupUnited]

I am on 120mgs, but most days only take 60mgs and save the rest to use for an at home taper. I have recently decided I want to kick methadone entirely using natural plant medicines to do so. I'm looking into NAD+ for brain restoration, Vitamin C megadosing to lessen the intensity of WDS(Nad helps with this too), and Using Kava Kava to help alleviate WDs and insomnia. I am considering Akuamma seeds and wild lettuce for this as well as I do have legitimate chronic pain issues. I just cannot support big pharma in any way anymore. Never did but after 2020, they really truly are psychopaths and I've got to free myself. I plan on using Ashwagandha, passion flower, CBD, Sam E 400, 5 HTP, and anything else I can find that might help.
My question is this, though, has anyone else here had personal experience with successfully detoxing from a fairly decent dose of methadone? I'm terrified. Fentanyl was my DOC, and I've had the blood work done that tells you what your personal biological makeup works best with which pharmaceuticals. Interestingly enough my body processes fent in a unique way which explains why I never OD on it and it became my DOC over other opiates. Also reflected why subutex never worked as well as methadone for my personal body makeup. Anyways, I'm absolutely terrified but really hopeful that I may actually be able to do this, using the plan I've put together. Please let me know what you did to kick methadone and the more details the better.

Also, I run a small organic plant nursery. I am considering growing my own kratom and Akuamma seeds. I'm in TN though so we ,have cold weather. Has anyone grown there own kratom and how did it compare to what you bought processed?

[IndelibleDotInk]

Sounds like a great plan, you really thought things out and are getting prepared.

When I kicked H, I just locked myself in my room for a week and it was over. Nothing to be scared of.

Good luck, sending you support vibes and aloha.

[StandupUnited]

Thanks, really appreciate the support. I'm terrified bc of whatever detox has done to me in the past and how quickly I've relapsed to escape the agony of it all. I do have a different mindset this time but I also know how quickly even the best laid plans can fall apart once I start feeling shitty and have zero interest in al this new life self help stuff. If any of that makes sense. I just dont want to feel awful and throw all this down the tubes bc of that and I know if I start feeling too bad that I have done just that in the past. I do really appreciate the support and am trying hard to be positive about all this

[IndelibleDotInk]

Also, I run a small organic plant nursery. I am considering growing my own kratom and Akuamma seeds. I'm in TN though so we ,have cold weather. Has anyone grown there own kratom and how did it compare to what you bought processed?

Join the Kratom Cultivar group on MeWe.