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I have a stockpile and then some. I tell myself I don’t need any, but go and buy some more.
I rationalize it........
It’s fire, I need more. May not be around much longer.
The Indo ban is coming.
My go-to seller is 20% off

I know I’m not the only one .
Be honest.

Yes and it got worse when I joined this forum

RumRunner wrote:I have a stockpile and then some. I tell myself I don’t need any, but go and buy some more.
I rationalize it........
It’s fire, I need more. May not be around much longer.
The Indo ban is coming.
My go-to seller is 20% off

I know I’m not the only one .
Be honest.

Indo ain't banning it anytime soon, could be more local and State bans though.

ha ha are you talking about me???

No addiction here, I literally have 50+ kilos in my stash and I'm still buying!
Seriously!

I just filled my tenth bin and each bin holds about 6 kilos I think.

Lambeezy wrote:Yes and it got worse when I joined this forum

Same here!

herbalhippie wrote:I just filled my tenth bin and each bin holds about 6 kilos I think.

Is there a point where enough is enough?

I think we're fine,guys
There's a difference in dependence and addiction

RumRunner wrote:

herbalhippie wrote:I just filled my tenth bin and each bin holds about 6 kilos I think.

Is there a point where enough is enough?

Maybe.

Yep guilty! U selling anything? lol

My name is Ezrider and it has been 0 days since my last purchase

Yeah, I think KBD is pretty rampant around here. I’ve got it bad.

RumRunner wrote:

herbalhippie wrote:I just filled my tenth bin and each bin holds about 6 kilos I think.

Is there a point where enough is enough?

Yes! (But the math involved is staggering)

Ezriderx2x wrote:My name is Ezrider and it has been 0 days since my last purchase

jabro70 wrote:Yeah, I think KBD is pretty rampant around here. I’ve got it bad.

RumRunner wrote:

herbalhippie wrote:I just filled my tenth bin and each bin holds about 6 kilos I think.

Is there a point where enough is enough?

Yes! (But the math involved is staggering)

RumRunner wrote:I have a stockpile and then some. I tell myself I don’t need any, but go and buy some more.
I rationalize it........
It’s fire, I need more. May not be around much longer.
The Indo ban is coming.
My go-to seller is 20% off

I know I’m not the only one .
Be honest.

I knew I wasn't the only one

Been on a buying spree lately that has led to so much new kratom it'll take me months to try it all

When the FDA effectively stops all shipments into the US, you guys & gals will be the only remaining source inside the country. You can charge whatever you want. So keep buying. You're saving America.

pray4peace4 wrote:When the FDA effectively stops all shipments into the US, you guys & gals will be the only remaining source inside the country. You can charge whatever you want. So keep buying. You're saving America.

That's all I needed to hear.

Click click click thank you for your order!

FireK wrote:Yep guilty! U selling anything? lol

Lmfao!!
Yea, I keep telling myself I'm done. My wife doesn't even say anything anymore. Then I think well shit I spent way more money on pain pills. What's another $100. It ain't gonna go bad. Lol

I always tell myself i need to stock up in case of a ban, but I don't think i could buy enough to last the rest of my life (Currently 29) So i'm shooting to just always have enough to do a crazy slow taper haha

After I joined this group, I learned to stock up when there is good leaf going around. Therefore, I became addicted to buying haha

I had a major buying addiction and so I started to sell my stash and it became a sellinh addiction instead! Both make me happy. I sold off my late 2017 collectioj, which cost me around 5k. It was a time of panic buying; every day it was rumored that a ban was immediately forthcoming.

Unfortunately, it was the last of the money I'd saved while working and now I'm living on disability, barely able and sometimes unable--to get the kratom I buy on the 1st of the month to last the rest of the month. Since I take it for the chronic pain that comes as a result of my rare congenital disease that no one has ever heard of, if I run out before the first of the next month, I can't even function.

Addicted to buying it, selling it, reading about it via the forums--all of it. I mean, it is a passion of mine, an interest and a political stance--but as someone who has regularly enjoyed kratom for about 7 years and having moved from riches (not really, but you know) to rags, I want to try new things and diversify my collection. Hell, I want to even have a collection and if I could, I would have orders coming in all the time. Being chronically ill sucks, but I feel better shopping for, purchasing, and the moment USPS notes that it has been delivered. It adds light to a situation that blows. I have to budget how much I order and from whom, so it does limit my options.

Do I wish I didn't sell my panic room stash? Definitely not all of it, but I was addicted to the process of selling it and stupidly saved none.

I am always now tryong to see if I can cram some extra kratom into my already stringent budget. Now I collect wishlists for myself and window shop. When the holidays hit, I will only ask for Kratom. It honestly makes me happier than anything else right now. If I got anothet 5K, I would spend at least half on kratom and then make sure the lights stayed on and the landlord was satiated. If I had a credit card, I'd be purchasing left and right. There are merchants I can no longer afford but I'd like to revisit them, but hell, now my orders are a bit smaller than my 24/7 chronic pain. I would actually take the opiods if I ran out, but that isn't an option. I have to make it last and usually stick to reds because they help the pain the most, but I love Yellow Vietnam and SuperGreen #3 and Green Monster...

But I am greedy.
I am also addicted to purchasing.
I don't feel guilty.
I find it totally justifiable. Some people spend their money on tech gadgets and cars and symbols of status. Mine is on the best plant in the universe. And when I run out at the end of the month and then make an order on the 1st of the month, I am so excited that I could nearly pee myself.
I wouldn't feel bad about that, either. It would be 'the pee of joy'. Luckily, I can wait and when it does arrive, I have more gratitude than I've ever known.

WhiteAngelica is longwinded as hell!

ps, if anyone is feeling charitable or is selling stuff discount, I'm an interested gimp & totally down. I am no kratom beggar, but I'm the kratomite equivalent of a middle aged stay at home with her thick & messy clippings of coupons holding up the supermarket line. Only here there is no line, except the financial one I begrudgingly draw in the sand.

People's stash pictures = my pornography. I LOVE THEM.

RumRunner wrote:I have a stockpile and then some. I tell myself I don’t need any, but go and buy some more.
I rationalize it........
It’s fire, I need more. May not be around much longer.
The Indo ban is coming.
My go-to seller is 20% off

I know I’m not the only one .
Be honest.

I think it happens to us all, hard to not with potential bans and inconsistency sometimes. I have quite a bit too.

Not an addiction....more like an obsession? ( from the other side of the planet )

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Ezriderx2x wrote:My name is Ezrider and it has been 0 days since my last purchase

Go Ezrider! We're so proud of you.

One day at a time.

I can only aspire to go that long.

Yes .

Ezriderx2x wrote:My name is Ezrider and it has been 0 days since my last purchase

That’s hilarious
Soo true too

Best addiction I have tho!

su9861 wrote:Not an addiction....more like an obsession? ( from the other side of the planet )

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nice junk dude I think I'd do more "fluffing" first

WhiteAngelica wrote:ps, if anyone is feeling charitable or is selling stuff discount, I'm an interested gimp & totally down. I am no kratom beggar, but I'm the kratomite equivalent of a middle aged stay at home with her thick & messy clippings of coupons holding up the supermarket line. Only here there is no line, except the financial one I begrudgingly draw in the sand.

People's stash pictures = my pornography. I LOVE THEM.

Sending you a PM

Yes I cant get enough and since my hubby's 110 percent behind this "collection "I have no guilt plus you just never know what's going to happen.So whenever I find something I like I buy twice as much.