Newbie looking for strain/vendor reccomendations
Posted: Mon Sep 06, 2021 1:02 pm
So I've only ordered kratom once and it was from Golden monk, however I've been seeing negative things about aka vendors. But however again I'm quite worried about contaminated product, to avoid going into a long tangent I'll just say I have full blown panic attacks with health stuff. Watching a video about smoking damage to the lungs? I vomit and sweat profusely at my toilet for an hour by realizing the damage I've done.
And this carries for when I use a substance I need to have some feeling of calm that it's safe to not just have an awful experience while under the effects , for example, if I feel ill using kratom and I can't trust it's safety , I'll have a panic attack that it's contaminated rather than having the rational thought of "I took too much take less next time"
I'm using kratom as a substitute for cannabis as I'm on probation. I liked the red maeng da from Golden monk but the white and green were either ineffective or barely. I understand that if stuff gives me these levels of anxiety I should just abstain. But I don't want to try to abstain just to screw up, smoke, and get into trouble.
So can I have some reccomendations from vendors that fit these requirements.
-trusted by the community and has been around more than just recently so there's a long time wise relationship of trust to test their stuff and be safe to take.
-sells filled capsules as I'm lazy quite frankly and toss and wash is a no go , even taking capsules makes me gag I have an absurdly weak stomach.
-potent product, I dont care as much about the price. I'm the type who wants to pay more for better potency wise product. And is okay with paying more to ensure the product is safe contamination wise as long as the product isn't weak like the aka stuff supposedly is.
And I understand that strains and colors are sort of a myth and sort of not at the same time , and that batches change. But if you've got a reccomendation like "this strain is USUALLY strong from this vendor" then I'm all ears. What I'm seeking is kratom that produces a strong body feeling as I'm substituting cannabis.
Sorry for the lengthy as hell post. I just wanted to explain my situation so people understood that although I'm being silly with my health worries , it's because I have a literal mental disorder. And that I mean zero disrespect to any vendors whatsoever I'm just a very specific nutcase xD
Thanks for any suggestions I truly appreciate them!
And this carries for when I use a substance I need to have some feeling of calm that it's safe to not just have an awful experience while under the effects , for example, if I feel ill using kratom and I can't trust it's safety , I'll have a panic attack that it's contaminated rather than having the rational thought of "I took too much take less next time"
I'm using kratom as a substitute for cannabis as I'm on probation. I liked the red maeng da from Golden monk but the white and green were either ineffective or barely. I understand that if stuff gives me these levels of anxiety I should just abstain. But I don't want to try to abstain just to screw up, smoke, and get into trouble.
So can I have some reccomendations from vendors that fit these requirements.
-trusted by the community and has been around more than just recently so there's a long time wise relationship of trust to test their stuff and be safe to take.
-sells filled capsules as I'm lazy quite frankly and toss and wash is a no go , even taking capsules makes me gag I have an absurdly weak stomach.
-potent product, I dont care as much about the price. I'm the type who wants to pay more for better potency wise product. And is okay with paying more to ensure the product is safe contamination wise as long as the product isn't weak like the aka stuff supposedly is.
And I understand that strains and colors are sort of a myth and sort of not at the same time , and that batches change. But if you've got a reccomendation like "this strain is USUALLY strong from this vendor" then I'm all ears. What I'm seeking is kratom that produces a strong body feeling as I'm substituting cannabis.
Sorry for the lengthy as hell post. I just wanted to explain my situation so people understood that although I'm being silly with my health worries , it's because I have a literal mental disorder. And that I mean zero disrespect to any vendors whatsoever I'm just a very specific nutcase xD
Thanks for any suggestions I truly appreciate them!